For a chance t get int my head, listen t this song I listened to while I wrote this post. mood, I was listening to this Time Will Tell by Gregory Alan Isakov.
life has been changing. The days are getting longer, as we creep slowly towards Spring. Things are changing in my personal life too. I am in the process of making some big changes. My biggest goal right now is a career change.
I work as a Para educator, supporting the daily needs of kids with special needs. I have been struggling with the choice for months. My coworkers will be disappointed. The kids will be disappointed. I will be a quitter if I walk away. We live in a culture that values sticking it out. There is this myth that in time, things will get better. Yet this isn’t always true.
There is a time to let go. My work has left me tired, sick and burnt out. I have not felt happy for months. I have moved, making things difficult. The commute is long, and the money isn’t the best. I am losing my own happiness.
I can feel it in my bones. I know myself now, and it is time to go.
though its hard, I have to follow the path that is best for me.