A year later I still find myself regrouping. I am kinda disappointed, yet when I really think deeper, I know there is nothing to be ashamed of. It has been a hard year. Yet now it is time to buckle down and get this dream moving.
I have made some progress on writing. No paying jobs, yet I have two gigs for the summer and I have a bigger story in for consideration. So at least I’m getting some traction, even if it is just a little bit. I’m currently sorting through all the photographs I have taken in the last five years as well. It is so hard for me to delete pictures. Yet I also know its stupid to clutter everything up with blurry pictures I am never going to use. Basically getting everything together so I can put together my portfolio. It is exciting yet incredibly daunting as well. I think what I want to do is focus on New England, and if I am successful, the greater scope of America.
I’m really excited to be moving forward, even as slow as everything is.
I have figured out that I have an insatiable need for adventure. I am happy when I’m outside, exploring new places. This weekend we are going up to the Whites to go camping. Later in the month I hope to go up to Niagara Falls. I am trying to fit adventure into every bit of life that I can. There is so much out there that I want to see. I have realized how important it is, now it is just trying to fit it into my life.